Stiff appendages
day to day
in my lightless hole
prison.
nobody knows
this is where I went.
Even if they did,
I couldn’t
go back to work
and mom,
and everyone
would throw me off
for being there
and staying
like I wanted it,
that I wouldn’t leave.
Is it kidnapping
when you're my age?
I didn’t mind the hands
on me.
More, please.
Black kept coming and
I wasn’t going to think
of their plans for
me since I was done for
from the start,
and I
escape
while they
use me
and I come to
with
burns
scratches
bruises,
whatever they were into,
and I never
like it,
but
it’s fine
it’s fine
fill another
keep this thing going.
You
are the
worst.
The worst I know.
Worst than I can imagine.
I wish you'd
shower first
at least.
This city’s lost its
fLAvor
since I moved here
six years ago, and
I'm sick enough to die.
Load the rig
if you want me,
poor little me.
What were they
paying
for me?
The shipping must
be outrageous.
You’ll find other girls
in town
since we’re dying
to make it big and
send money home like
exploited immigrants,
trying to win
but we settle
for consolations
that don’t console.
Do not eat.
Do not pass GO.
Do not call an ambulance.
Mom found me
at the hospital
this time.
She brings me
back.
I'm sitting up in bed
gasping,
not knowing
how long this will last
how long until they find me
again.
Has anyone been through this?
When do things get
normal?
Can't go to court
or they'll arrest
me
but I need to
lose this record
so fuck
now what
I can’t do jail
again
fucking D.A.,
sucking Paul’s dick
sycophants
I've got friends
and family
a job
a place
I’m good
for now
America:
pedophiles
are protected by
cops
and victims
are served
