Stiff appendages
day to day
in my lightless hole
prison,
nobody knows
this is where I went.
Even if they did,
I couldn’t
go back
and mom
and everyone
would throw me off
for being there
and staying
like I wanted
it, that I wouldn’t leave.
Kidnapped at my age
I didn’t mind the hands
on me.
Black tar heroin kept coming and
I wasn’t going to think
of their plans for
me since I was done for
from the start.
More please
so I can escape
while they
use me
and I come to
with
burns
scratches
bruises,
whatever they were into,
and I never
like it,
but
it’s fine
it’s fine
fill another
to keep it going.
You
are the
worst.
The worst I know.
Worst that I can imagine
in smell, looks
from that
fucking smile and
stop whistling!
This city’s lost its
fLAvor
since I moved here
six years ago, and
I'm sick enough to die.
Load the rig
if you want me petite.
How much does a person
cost?
The shipping must
be outrageous.
You’ll find other girls
in town
since we’re dying
to make it big and
send money home like
exploited immigrants,
trying to win
but we settle
for consolations
that do not console.
Do not pass GO.
Do not eat.
Do not call an ambulance.
But mother found me
at Cedars Sinai
this time.
She brought me here
and back.
Now I'm awake
gasping,
not knowing
how long this will last
how long until they find me
again.
Has anyone been through this?
When do things get
normal?
Can't go to court
or they'll arrest
me
but I need to
lose this record
so fuck
now what
I can’t do jail
again
fucking D.A.
sycophants
I've got friends
and family
a job
a place;
I’m good
for now.
America:
pedophiles
are protected by
cops
and victims
are served.
And the worst part is,
I’ve come to enjoy the smack.
